Epilogue
What if one day you wake up and realise
you have actually started to believe
in things. What if that comforting rut of disbelief and dismay one day has
disappeared without a warning, and the abyss of an amazing and resplendent truth is suddenly staring you in the
face… the shimmering contours of a wondrous temple seen miraging over the desert
air of an heretic Promised Land. You can see yourself hopping from star to star
over a deep blue playground universe… And the ideas of ‘getting by’, being
there, a life secure & predictable, one day all seems futile and
preposterously petty.
What if one day you realise, to the full extent
of the realisation, that society’s principles do not apply to you at all… that you have no connection to them
whatsoever. False, blind, gilded excrements… a gangrenous carcass of worn out, animalistic
ideas. Unpoetic garbage! To hell with them: the future is mine! What if these
thoughts one day materialize into fragrant fruits on branches so close you can
almost touch them…
I will tell you what happens… you go out of your
mind, that’s what happens! And the follow-up is foreseeable: you give up your
connections, burn your address book and leave without a trace in the night for
a land far away to see the grave of a gifted, scandalous poet.
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